Dan!

Who's the dork now!?! ;)

Another day of wallowing...

I haven't been sleeping much lately. I don't feel stressed. Just have a lot on my mind. My stomach is starting to bother me again too. At this point, I'm just a grinch and anyone who annoys me is an easy target for me to explode at.

My mother left town again on Wednesday. When I called her Tuesday night to wish her a nice trip she basically yelled at me for 6 minutes, because I wouldn't agree to something she obviously felt strongly about (which I felt equally strongly against I suppose)

Thankfully I have one week left of school... I just need to make it through this week and then I'll be able to have clearer thoughts.

I'm just unhappy with the way things are. I want a house, and I want my cats, and I want my boyfriend to want to settle down with me. I didn't think I was asking too much, until I wrote it all down there. I just feel as though school is getting in the way of my personal ambitions. I would really like to have something that I could call a family. I really wish I were inspired, and challenged

I also wish that traditions and family meant more to some people. I truly believe that actions speak louder then words. This year I must start a new tradition, being the adult, because other people clearly are not. I honestly don't know where I got my values from, they definetly were not learned by example. I am usually a forgiving person, but this... I will, never ever forget, the year my mother chose to go "on vacation" over being with her family.